Hey there¢¾

whats up?? nothing much here i am laeving tomorrow for FL... I just got how to put my songs on my ipod=) and I did it all by me self...kinda....okay i had some help...but just a little....steven you woudl be proud haha any who i need to get somethigns out of my mind...well i dont see how someone can think that another person so in love with someone could have a jones [ like them] even if they are liek loving someone else! i so don't get it! like is there a sticker on my head that i am crushing on someone new cuz i dont see it cuz i don't liek any one onther than my baby [ross =)] okay any way i shoudl so0o0o not be talking about that! i got an iPod for my b-day [ it wa sthe 27th if you did not knwo] it is tight i love it it is a green mini =) i di dnot knwo how to use it i got some help from people tho so i am in good shape! this looks kinda big but...oh well i think you will live maybe it is just how it is on here not when i post it...i hope so well here are some hott pic's for you=) well icons w*e same thing...

  hehe love that!

thats all for now =) love you all!!!

I will miss talkign to you all when i am gone!

Hey guys this is just going to be me spilling out my heart and then maybe later i will tell you about what happened today! i hope you don't mind.....

 Okay well today went okay but i got somethign in the mail that made me a little mad.. so yeah here i go life is  full of shit most days and you say things that dont need to be said you kwno that in your heart you don't mean them but what do you do when you say them cuz sometimes "i'm sorry" will not make it better cuz you said it and most of the time when you say somethign you mean it and i am sorry yo be telling all of you this but to me sorry is shit it is a way for you to cover up the truth it is a word mad efor peopel liuek you who think they can say and or do w*e them whant to me well guess what thats how life WAS and  this is how life IS now... i am not goign to be the girl you say sorry to cuz you said she was hott i will be teh girl you say is hott an di am done w* all of this crap i really ight now just want to kwno who thinks that you must say things on life that are mean so you can have a good time I DON'T!!!!  any who back to what i REALLY want to get off my mind what in liek makes you happy...? because right now i am on a thin line on being that happy golucky girl i was and this si cuz i think of her when ever i look at me all i wished was ot have her body and her face and her skills and be here so for once i coudl be in your life an di could see evrything she saw and then i thought about things and life is not about thinkof who you could be and who you can't be you are you and god made you that way because there is no one else liek you and your so0o0o0o great any way you are! and i am just seeing that now i dontwant to be liek her i dont wan tot be as skinny as her i dont want to be anything liek her cuz when you look at her deep at her not at her face but through it you see a girl who is full of spite and anger and someone that i woudl NEVER want to be and i am sorry if you kwno who you are but you somethign i dont want to be cuz your someoen not like me and even if i do see it all teh time i kwno that i have something that is worth keeping it may not be my looks or how skinny i am but i have a great heart and peopel who love me maybe not all teh time but most of it and i am so sorry for telling eveyone all of this but i REALLY had to get it out of my mind....

there is way more but i don't want to say that yet... if you need to talk to me thnen you can come and see me or call me okay i love you all so much you will never know how much you all do for me =)

my heart spills open again...

saDi lYnn...*

mood- [ goofy lol steven]

food-

Hey bitch♥

I had a nother xanga but it got fucked up and you scould not see shit and i did not kwno how to fix it so i got a new one yeah well last night was tight i now have a new word thanks to steven it is haut; i say mad sexii to much sho this si whta i got now  [ yeah thats a wink, i think anyone who winks is bangable!!!] well i need to work on my back round- songs- and everything else i will talk to you all later love you all!

i love you ross [ haut i know]

*saDi lYnn

p.s. here is somethign that i am so in love with--»

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made by Steven lol told you i woudl put it on here!